Without a doubt I can say that I have drifted far from where I was 1 1/2 years ago to now. I was in a much better place back then. I was motivated and successfully using my band as a tool. Now I have all but abandoned by band and the lifestyle I was working towards and I have gained back almost all of the weight I originally lost. Depressed? YES! Full of excuses? NO. I know exactly why this happened and how I got here.
I know there were many out there that were following my journey, I am sorry to report and to disappoint. I have to get back on board and start plugging away again. So tomorrow I start again. One think about tomorrow is it is always a new day. So we try again. And again and again.
So I send this failure to the cosmic void. I have been gone for forever, and struggling to find the courage and the will to come back. I'm considering this confession my first step. Here is to tomorrow.